Thierno Barry Opens Up: 'I Was Scared to Post Crying Video

Thierno Barry reveals he was 'scared' to post video of himself crying during Everton training

Everton striker Thierno Barry has spoken of his fear before publishing a video of himself breaking down during a private training session. The 23-year-old Frenchman, who joined from Villarreal for £27m last year, sat on the footage for three weeks before releasing it on his YouTube channel.

Player: Thierno Barry, 23, Everton striker
What happened: Posted a video of himself crying during a private training session after getting frustrated with his performance
When: Video released last month; Barry waited three weeks before posting
Reaction: Everton reposted the clip with the caption 'emotional resilience'
Season so far: Six goals already, up from eight in 41 appearances last season

What was said

"I was really scared about posting that. And I said: 'No, I just need to show myself'."
— Thierno Barry on his decision to post the video

"Last season I showed a version of me [that wasn't] me and [people] need to learn about me."
— Barry on revealing his true self

"Sometimes it feels good to just lose it."
— Barry reflecting on the moment he broke down

"It's the first time I cried in front of my friends, they always see me as a strong [person]. I'm happy that I can show that moment. They know I care about the club and I care about playing good on the pitch."
— Barry on crying in front of friends

"The people around me helped a lot because, like I said, I'm really hard with myself and the people with me try to help me to be more positive."
— Barry on the support he received

"I'm always harder with myself, and I just need to be sometimes more calm. Like, you're a crying guy, and I just want to show that I'm strong to show that, because I'm not scared to show that. That's why I posted this video."
— Barry on his inner critic

"It's hard because it's the hardest league in the world. New league, a new language."
— Barry on adapting to the Premier League

"People can say I miss a lot of chances, but I also create a lot of chances."
— Barry defending his output

"Every fan counts on you to score goals, so imagine you didn't score, you know, for three months like me [last season] it's difficult."
— Barry on the pressure of not scoring

"This season is more easy to switch because I know I have time on the pitch. And I think when I miss that chance, seven minutes later, I have another opportunity to score. That's a real pressure. When I come to the ball, in my head, it's like time stops."
— Barry on his improved mentality

"I didn't think a lot about that because for me it's like really far, you know? I just do my job, if something happens, something happens."
— Barry on a potential France call-up

Barry's honesty has struck a chord. In a sport where vulnerability is often hidden, his willingness to show raw emotion has opened a conversation about mental health in football. The support from Everton and the fans has been crucial for the young striker, who admits he is his own harshest critic.

His words reveal a player learning to handle the unique pressures of being a Premier League No 9. The move from Villarreal at 22 was always going to be a step up, and last season's tally of eight goals in 41 games highlighted the adjustment period. Now, with six goals already this campaign, Barry is finding his feet and his voice.

The numbers

Age: 23
Transfer fee: £27m from Villarreal
Last season: 41 appearances, 8 goals
This season: 6 goals so far
Height: 6ft 5in
Time sat on video: 3 weeks

Why Barry's emotional honesty could be his turning point at Everton

Thierno Barry's decision to publish such a personal moment is rare for a Premier League striker. It shows a maturity beyond his 23 years and a willingness to confront his own demons. For Everton, it signals a player who cares deeply and is determined to succeed.

On the pitch, Barry's improvement is clear. With six goals already, he is on course to surpass last season's tally comfortably. His ability to create chances, as he points out, is often overlooked. But the key will be converting those opportunities more consistently.

The mental aspect is just as important. By sharing his vulnerability, Barry has lifted a weight and connected with supporters. That bond can only help him as he continues to adapt to the toughest league in the world.

Talking points

Does Barry's emotional openness set a new precedent for Premier League players, or is it a one-off?
With six goals already, can Barry silence the critics and become Everton's long-term No 9?
Should Everton have reposted the video as 'emotional resilience' or is that tokenism?
Is Barry's self-criticism a strength or a barrier to his development?

What happens next

Barry will look to continue his scoring form when Everton return to action. The striker's next chance to impress comes in the club's upcoming Premier League fixture, where he will aim to add to his six-goal tally. With the January transfer window approaching, his performances could also influence Everton's plans.